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[07 Sep 2004|09:06pm] |
OKay.I wanted my LJ to be friends only. But I had way to many entires to go back and change them all. so i made a new one.
add me if you want, and if you dont want to, then dont.
www.livejournal.com/users/whitenoise_101
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[06 Sep 2004|07:09pm] |
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Leave a comment with your name if you want to know what I really think of you, and I’ll reply and tell you. No lies, all honesty. Post it in your journal after I do yours so I can see the reverse
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[21 Aug 2004|05:28pm] |
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I love the rain. Its soo crazy. Thats probably why I like it. i like crazy things.
they make me feel more at peace with myself. hahahaha
I want to be a bassist so bad now. Im not sure if its the fact that RATM is my favorite band, my new obsession with Fugazi, long time Dream Theater love...or just pure interest that has sparked me wanting to bass it up so badly...but I need a bass now and soon. My dad has this incredible bass; 4string FRETLESS, but I want a 5 string. and fretless might be a little hard to start out with
Im missing dream theater tonight- depressing I might say. But I just dont have any money to buy a ticket and I HAVE TO GET A JOB says my mom, but blaahhhh. im so damn stupid. So now I'm missing one of the best possible concerts to ever make it to the palladium. uggg.
Please dont let me down before the work day ends.
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[20 Aug 2004|06:14pm] |
I HAVE MEXICO BY JAMES TAYLOR STUCK IN MY HEAD AND IT COULD QUITE POSSIBLY KILL ME QUICKLY.
QUICK ENOUGH SO I WONT FEEL IT.
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[20 Aug 2004|10:07am] |
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The cape was nice. Radiohead acoustic.
columbus day weekend i guess im going camping. the whole bandwagon is coming again, so I hear. Its my choice, but we're not going to Pinewood, and camping now is getting a little bit too...pointless for me. Im definitely up for going if I go to Pinewood or I go with my friends, but I duno.
you know, I really dont know a whole lot of anything. But god do I love fugazi.
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[15 Aug 2004|09:22pm] |
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your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.
and the feeling of doubt, it's earsed.
ill never feel alone again, with you by my side.
you're the one, and in you I confide.
and we have gone through good and bad times.
but your unconditional love, was always on my mind.
you've been the from the start for me.
and your love has always been, true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart,
cause nothing can compare in this world to you
^ Mshadows, Avenged Sevenfold, "warmness on the soul"
basically, im lonely. and emo a7x songs are my only company.
if i were still in that stupid faze, Id joke about how Mshadows wrote that song about me, because my eyes are hazel green. but im not in that faze. in just in a faze of lonliness, and people dont write songs about lonely lame-o girls who like peaches and emo boys.
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[15 Aug 2004|06:39pm] |
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the postal service because tim is a fucking maniac. |
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chantel and I went to the Holyoke mall today.
and what do i end up with after 4 hours? 5 pairs of damn underwear. and danielle's birthday present. THATS IT. in the HOLYOKE MALL where every store in the world lies. But its all just because I dont spend $40 on a shirt and $60 on pants. and also meh...I didnt actually see too much stuff I really liked . . . except in pacsun. Which is expensive and then some. blahhh poor me. I got Chantel to buy Choke. Im spreading the love. and improving the Youth of Worcester. :D
now kerry is coming and we're going to the cape tomorow with dad and Maria. fun. No warped tour for me this year. (oh darn.)
yeah, thats it for now. I want starbucks.
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[13 Aug 2004|05:22pm] |
...and Marina wins the prize for doing my journal all nice for me :D I like it now. It no longer sucks.
thats about it, im still awaiting responses on the blood brothers trivia.
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[12 Aug 2004|12:32pm] |
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can you inject love's tender touch back into the gang bang?
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[11 Aug 2004|10:34am] |
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the postal service - "the district sleeps alone tonight" |
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VINDICATED I HATH SELFISH I HATH WRONG, I AM RIGHT I SWEAR IM RIGHT SWEAR I KNEW IT ALL ALONG.
definitely the most dramatic song I have ever heard. Its worse than your worst disaster.
Im done bashing dashboard now.
I mean its not like I should really talk. I listen to the postal service. Not only emo, but electronica emo!
but god are they great.
and on to the fact that im NOT going to Warped tour. As I said, I dont pay to be annoyed all day long. lol and besides, Ive got other things to do that day, and Dream Theater is the next day :DDDDDDDD
so like...friday...I might be going to the balsams. IF you dont know what the balsams are, let me briefly explain. It is the snobbby country clubbish resort of the boonies of New Hampshire. I lvoe the place, and we'd be going with my favorite cousin emily and the rest of the family, and it would be super great. But the catch is...its $280 PER PERSON PER NIGHT. and for my family thats 4 people a night...maybe 5 because now Kerry wants to come too. so its still up in the air, but I'd love to go.
yes, I would.
alright end transmition.
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[10 Aug 2004|11:05pm] |
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I was looking at my friends on lj and i saw that josh listed the stuff that makes him happy.
good goddamn Idea.
so here it goes.
First of all is my friends. Guys you come before fucking music so be happy, and feel blessed.
music. the real kind of music. the kind that is not music, but an actual artform and turns your soul inside out.
boys that are emo
peaches
green lights
phenomenons
comedy
bliss
annies art.
when people show me how it feels to be something on.
knowledge
books. books books books (schut up.)
family guy
aqua teen hunger force
ska music
live music. shows.
my pulse.
intellectualism and its actual existance in people my own age.
people who arent what I expect them to be...at all
making out.
pure happiness itself.
talks that leave me with something that i didnt enter the conversation with
Chevy Stingrays. and not thinking about the reality of the fact that Ill never actually have one.
Thom Yorke
Canada, and Sweden
being tan
thinking about the future, and (yes this is fucking shit i know) the fact that Ive got so much waiting for me to chose to do. and that in less than 2 years I can legally buy porno.
and thats all I can really think of right now.
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[10 Aug 2004|11:02pm] |
I got in casino out.
finally.
so beautiful. its SO. beautiful.
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[07 Aug 2004|10:50pm] |
uggg.
I need someone who can do cool things with my live journal. Because it sucks as of now. So leave me comments if you are good with HTML.
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[05 Aug 2004|11:43am] |
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In a few minutes, im going shopping with my mom, then to see the manchurian candidate. Im excited to see the movie...I love Denzel; one of the best actors EVER. and the movie just looks incredibly good.
then later on im hanging out with marty :DDDDDD lots of excitement. It was supposed to be me and him and friendlys, but you know how plans never stay the same.
im going to newbury comics so ill have to pick up a cd. but the question is which one. I cant afford to buy more than one today. I need to buy DK's million dollar birthday present and save the rest of my small fortune for the Cape. (flea markets man. flea markets.) Ill either get, the new blood brothers...give up the ghost...fear before MOF...evergreen terrace...or snapcase. the postal service I have is burned...it'd be ncie to buy that, but that can wait. THERE ARE MORE IMPORTANT THINGS TO CONTEND WITH.
no you know what? i know what Im going to buy. Im going to FINALLY get at the drive in's IN CASINO OUT
all for ZAne.
there are too many hot people in this world to reall give half a shit about any of them anymore. Its the amazing...interesting ones that are in the minority. so im on a quest.
and no, i didnt just actually REALIZE this, ive never been so shallow, but im just reporting it in my journal.
yes.
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I know theres no such thing. as safety. But I know what a Promise can do.
will i trust you?
will i trust you to carry me through?
I will trust you.
cause I know what a promise can do.<3
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| Shine on you, Crazy Diamond. |
[01 Aug 2004|10:14pm] |
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warped tour is currently a predicament.
if i go its only because of avenged sevenfold. thats serious fucking dedication right there. I dont usually pay to get annoyed all day long.
camping trip. its really happening, so if anyone wants in tell kyla jenna annie or I, i suppose. myles standish better not suck.
I bought "Invisible Monsters" by Chuck Palahniuk today. Choke was a fucking good book. and theres the ingenious fight club of course. Guy is a hero. I decided I like Borders better than Barnes and Nobles. I almost bought volume two of the aqua teen hunger force. but i decided not to.
I cant sing rubber bands by the fire theft. I really cant. The range is too fucking big. fucking nate, why must you sing so damn good.
Dream Theater=palladium August 21st. Tears.
i might go to fear before the march of flames and the red chord, but im pretty fucking scared for that show. I might walk out as little more than a corpse. lol. hah-hah.
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[28 Jul 2004|03:44pm] |
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everytime I try to walk away.
something makes me turn around and stay
and I cant tell you why.
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[25 Jul 2004|04:48pm] |
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Wow. Cape Cod.
Great fucking times.
other than that, I dont really have much to discuss, but I decided to update anyway.
I saw the Butterfly Effect...both cuts. i like the director cut's ending better...It was the first one I watched, and after seeing it, it left such a hole inside of me, but it also left such a great impact.
The Chaos Theory had been something that definitely interested me before this movie, so when I found out thats what its was written based around, I had to see it....So fucking good too. I recommend the movie to anyone who has not seen it.
is it wrong to think Adam Ant is fucking hot as hell? well he is.
i have a major tan line. its insane. where I was wearing my bathing suit...when im naked, that part is so sheet white compared to the rest of my body that sometimes I think im still wearing a bathing suit.
only not.
Alrite.
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[15 Jul 2004|05:53pm] |
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okay. i know I bitch about anti-quality music, and Andrew WK's music epitomizes anti-quality
but god is he the fucking shit or what.
it always makes me want to dance, like a crazy. Crazy Diamond? mmmhmmm
letter kills?
kills letters/
I just realized. I mean, I've always known but, I just love guys so much. There are so many things about them as a whole that just completely open my eyes to everything that my subconsious takes a great liking too. I like them tall and skinny...that raises the dead in me. emo? sure what the hell. hardcore even...they're all fucking smashing. then you have the ones that actually care about things besides sex and that amazes me- I want to look through a zoo window at those ones...nothing is more incredible than having a great long conversation with a guy about something that I care about a lot. If you ever want to amaze me, talk about Real things. its great.
alrite.
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"And I never need to see the sun again. Theres enough light in your eyes to light up our little world."
he knows its to him. :D
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[14 Jul 2004|11:09pm] |
Take the quiz: "WHAT RELIGION BESTS SUITS YOU?"
Agnostic
You've probably studied loads of different religions, but you're just not sure if any of it is true. Evolution makes some sense to you, but it doesn't satisfy you. Lastly, your personality is one of question, but you won't go out of your way to find -The Truth- It's more of a hobby.
hmm...that holds itself pretty truthfuly if i do say so myself.
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